There is a U Bahn stop across the street from my hostel front door, literally (see photos). I took that across town for an Embassy visit, and then of course ran into other interesting things in the neighborhood. I gradually made my way back to the center of town and the Reichstag, the Brandenburg Gate and Potsdamerplatz, from where I followed the brick trail that denotes the location of the Wall-I believe this is the Western line, with the death strip between that and another wall inside it. I visited an old guard tower along the way. So much of the old stuff was destroyed, either as the city modernized, or in the aftermath of the Wall coming down because people wanted rid of all of the reminders. Eventually some of it was protected.
I think it would be hard to be a Berliner, with respect to the rest of the world. Living here would probably not be any kind of burden, what I have seen is a clean, ordered city (I did see a few homeless people this morning), with fantastic art, cultural life, architecture, infrastructure... but still, just as we Americans bear the burden of how our prior (and current) generations treated Indians, or slavery, or pick your shame, so the German people have some history to live down that may take a few more generations. I am reminded that the Nazis had no corner on cruelty, we see it all over the world. Then again, I seem to have a guilt complex, so maybe I overapply that to others.
I went to the Topography of Terrors along the way. I am going to post only a couple of photos from the exhibition, but be warned that they are photos of death. I walked away from the building somewhat undone, not by Hitler and his henchmen exactly, although of course they were evil. It was the looks on the faces of many of the people as they were humiliated, beaten, tortured and killed, for such crimes as being of the wrong race, religion, sexual orientation or political beliefs. Or maybe because someone coveted their property, or had an old grudge to settle. The police were given such complete power in daily life, and ultimately the choice of life or death; people were taught by public demonstrations of shaming, death or other rebukes; there was no meaningful way to dissent. And then I thought of so many other circumstances of terror both now and in history, some involving only a small group of people, some a whole race. It is not new to humans. I am reading The History of the World, by Frank Welsh, arguably not complete nor even scholarly (sorry, Tyler and Lilly). We have been conquering, killing, kidnapping and other happy things since we came into being. All very interesting from an academic perspective, but to see those faces, those eyes today. Holy shit. I just walked and cried, and put music in my ears and wished it weren't so.
Then on to Checkpoint Charlie, which was the way that Clay drove when he entered the Communist East with his busload of tourists. Now it is a touristy thing, but I found it moving nonetheless, thinking about my brother's personal history there.
It has been quite a day. A very good day to be alive.
I am posting some photos to Picasa now, will try to post a link, or you can use the link from my post a few days ago too.
It is one thing reading about the horrors of human depravity but it is another thing altogether when you visit a place and it all comes to life. I know that feeling of leaving with a heavy heart...
ReplyDeleteIt's a heavy experience to be sure. I was so young I was largely unaffected at the time by what I saw in Berlin but it weighs on me now. As we know life is for the living when it's all said and done but it's important that we bear witness.
ReplyDeleteBerlin is such an interesting city and I know it's far from the same place it was 30 years ago, but I think the heartbeat is the same. I loved living there, I loved being at the center of the cold war, I loved the duty, I loved the cosmopolitan aspect of such a world city that never stopped spinning. I'm so excited to be reading of you visiting the places I tracked in my youth!
I have distinct memories of Checkpoint Charlie, playing with my kids on the lawn in front of the Reichstag, the Brandenburg Gate was behind the Wall, and Potsdamerplatz was a no mans land. We used to puff out our chests to the East German guards as well as the Russian soldiers where we encountered them. Largely that was only when we took convoys through East Germany to the west, when we went to East Berlin, or when we traded off guard duty at Spandau Prison where Rudolf Hess was imprisoned until his death. We didn't recognize the East German government. If there was ever an incident in the East we demanded a Russian officer be summoned.
Clay, that is interesting. In a way, you are lucky to bear witness to these things (but then again, maybe not) because you probably have a different take on the so-called asymmetrical warfare going on right now and how times have changed...
ReplyDeleteAbigail I feel very lucky for the experience of my time in Berlin. It was a unique place to live as well as to serve. When the wall came down 2 years after I left I couldn't imagine how they would assimilate the two cultures. They seemed as different as night and day. But alas they had the right leaders at the right time in history it seems and the Germans are masters of order as Irene has alluded.
DeleteStill following, quite amazed. All the best. Ray
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